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2008年9月26日 下午6點27分54秒My Poem...The Falling Days
As the days go by
I spend my days
Like I have a spot light on me
Even though no one hears my sreams
I'm left alone, all alone
Yet I'm not alone at all
The days go by without me.
I look in the mirror
Seeing someone I don't know
A distored image of myself
Like watching water falling down the mirror
I'm reaching for myself
But the pain and suffering is coving me
Coving my every though, feeling and everything I am.
I come home to yelling and crying
So I go in my room
And turn on the music
To blurr out that disturbing noice
But sometimes it doesn't quit work
The days go by without me.
My dad says stop doing that
Your doing something wrong agian
I want to change
But everything bad falls into my lap
And I can't seem to stop it
There is demons that has a hold of my arm
And its pulling me under.
I yell, scream and pull away for help
But everytime the demon's nasty hands start to slip
They dig their long claws in deeper into my flesh
And pulls me into the shadowy wrong
The days again go by without me.
I feel like quiting
I feel like I should just give up
Because of the pain is so unbearable
But then I start to turn away
From everyone I love.
A Light comes and a hand reaches towards me
I'm confused on why it reaches for me.
Why does it want me to reach too
When I do start to reach for it
Million of pesky thoughts start rambling in my mind.
What if that thing will hurt me too
What if I can't pull away from it either
I was scared, nervous and worried
But the days go by without me.
I can't go on like this
I just can't hold on
Don't know what to do
Reaching and pulling away
A pattern starts t develop
It's sp hard to do anything about it
Because I'm afraid
Of myself and others
I begin to feel guilty for pulling away when I reach
But again the days go by without me.
Someday I'll wake up from this nightmare
And realize what I could of done to change
Yet the days will keep coming and going and I'll never stop it.
But I can change today or whenever I'm ready.
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- 個人簡介:I'm not great in describing myself but I'll try...I love the lord, I try to stay positive but man its hard, I'm understanding, I'm kind, can be a B**ch but I try not to be. I know I'm shy but once I get to know you I come out more. I like to be crazy especially when partying, I'm calm most of the time though, Pretty laid, back go with the flow... um...I think thats it for now.
- 語言:English
- 興趣愛好:Drawing, Hangin out, Watching Tv, Horse back riding, Softball, Camping, Swimming and writing.
- 喜歡的書:Atherton, House of the Scorpion, Black Stallion and Anime Comic books.
- 喜歡的音樂:I love Linkin Park...Country, rap, punk, modern rock, rock and pop.
- 喜歡的電視節目:House, Prsion Break, Heros, So you think you can dance, American Idol, Survivor, New Hampsiredam and Anime Shows.
- 喜歡的電影:Pitch Black, Princess Mononoke and Ace Ventura.
- 旅行過的地方:Oregon to South Carolina.
- 我在尋找:For a man that can treat me with respect but knows how to put me in my place when I need it. Someone that can love me for who I am and isn't going to betray me. Someone that has a sense of humor, aggressive, humble, willing, open, kind, reaching out for the lord, understanding, doesn't put up with crap, stands up for himself and not judgmental. No empty Conversations...
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