http://hk.zorpia.com/LoVeVixen Wed, 23 Dec 2009 12:15 EST Wed, 23 Dec 2009 12:15 EST Zorpia.com http://hk.zorpia.com/LoVeVixen/journal/1878036 One day a young woman was holding her gift tightly, as she walks along the way on her work.She was happy, singing while walking and stopped to wait for the bus .While she was thinking for so many things on her mind, she remembered one person whose very special and sweet and kind.The bus came and she enter in. Sitting beside the old lady, she just smiled the woman beside her.The bus heading to makati, then she sighed, "its the most special day of my life". As she passed alone the street , goin to her office job, there is nothing but happiness and sweetness in her heart.She still hold the gift so tight ...and as she pass thru the entrace of the building, she greeted with a smile all the people she passed by.These girl is full of energy and enthusiasm.....my gosh shes almost late for about an hour, and she wondered what will be the sermon of her boss today...she never mind..cause shes very happy. while working she keep looking at the hands of the clock, wishing it would turn to 12noontime for lunch break...as she keep staring at her cellphone if somebody did message her,when she tried to check her phone nothing but the alarm fo 12noon is the only thing she saw....then she still hope that someone special could remember her today...the clocked turned 12noontime and shes happy goin out of the building for some reason...she waited at the cafeteria for a moment , and then another minutes, and then a couple of an hour, she wondered where is that special someone shes waiting,,,,then she decided to check him out and call him atlast...she called him, his phone ring,, the guy answered it , and she asked where did uve been? I was waiting here for too long you keep me waiting? the guy simple answered hes sick and he cant make it....finally the girl was so disappointed and her smiling face turned out to be so sad...she still love the guy,,then she just hope for the best...so atlast office hours was over, and finally she cant visit her guy, she hurry rushing for the cab to take her to the guys house, and when she reached the house, she noticed some car waiting outside, without knowing she was there, the guy went out from the house with the girl waiting in the car... she was stunned and so disappointed and her heart felt like it was totally crushed by some sharp knife...seeing that her boyfriend was seeing another girl and pretending that he love her still but he doesnt ....the girl look and stare at the gift and tell to her self, i shouldve gave you this gift,inside this gift was my forever love and unending trust for you,but when i saw u with her it felt like i have to save this gift for somebody who deserve it better..... Romance & Relationships http://hk.zorpia.com/LoVeVixen/journal/1878036 Thu, 05 Feb 2009 09:11 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/LoVeVixen/journal/1875057 Every night i stare at the sky wishing on a star, i saw myself reminiscing the old days , the past life, and the bitter and sweet memories i had. Being like these is not easy, people might say i was a loner but im not, i hang out like normal girls, i laugh with friends all along the day, i know how to play ,but when im back on my senses again, a deep emotion is felt like nobody could ever been feeling this way. yes i pretend a lot of times im happy though im not, what else could i wish for? all kinds of things on earth were not given perfectly for me and for everyone on these planet. i have a good house, i have 2 kids which i love dearly and my life evolves with them,i have money , i have a good business, but what is wrong with me>,i glance at myself once again in the mirror and asked my self whats wrong with you? then i realized i missed something else in my life, i dont have a family with me, all through my life i thought i could live bymyself, all through these years, i have grown to be me and face my problems alone, but somehow,nobody could tell how i long to have emotional support from my mom i missed my mom, i cried atnight why i end up to be so stupid, pretending i am independent yet i need them in my life.and now i dont understand if this all what i need to be in life. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/LoVeVixen/journal/1875057 Thu, 22 Jan 2009 18:11 EST