sat night ...
my brother brought 10 people from his church back to home
they sang hymns and my bro played quitar with his AMPLIFIER on (OOO FUCK)
they even ask me to sing together (R.M: I dislike singing)
I lock myself in my quiet room but noisy environment
I went out to eat dinner alone, otherwise I will eat dinner with them at home... and they will tell me something about Jesus ... (I have fallen into this kind of trap before, last yr, late aug....... last time I kept on going out of the restaurant frequently and phoned my friends and left earlier and ate elsewhere alone)

this time I left before the dinner got started and
I ate in Fat Angelo's, sat on the bar-sit, and
eating the 8 inch pizza, facing the bartender for over two hours and reading my favourite books peacefully and quietly

R.M:
1 it will be a very big trouble if the bartender is not pretty or bartender is a man
2 it's nice to eat alone with your favourite book for 3 hr
3 Jesus may be far far away from me .... and worship Jesus can be alone .. no need to be in group