feel very very very tired after receiving MOS ...
no lunch on fri, no movie on fri night, no boat trip on sat am and pm , no arranged football match before sunset

only sleeping, vcd, tv for 2 days

I still feel my decision to have 4 extraction in 1 appointment is CORRECT
reasons:
1 no need to ask Dr. Choi for the second time... she will be busy for her exit exam soon
2 if she feel difficult to get it out because of the hardness of bone ... others will feel extrememly difficult
3 one episode of discomfort is better then 2 episodes of discomfort
4 feeling longer period and controlled pain is the best memory in your life .... TRY TO FEEL IT IN YOUR LIFE IN SAFE AND CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT
5 dental students should know what's the extreme, how's that feel
6 it's cool,型, 狠........
7 I don't want to take the risk to leave the other behind ...
8 age concern
9 an excuse for me to have a 2 days break
10 the more you learn about teeth ... the more you will feel worry on your teeth

32 - 4 = 28

today I remember I request LA only for the removal of screw from the knee instead of GA suggested by two doctors.......

ended up with 2 shoots of morphine

I am bin tai ... make myself to feel the extreme... once you feel it ... you will not try it again ...

I feel the pain during tooth segmentation ... but I haven't request the addition LA ...
as I know she was drilling into the pulp
and it will waste time to request addition and I know she will segment them quickly

R.M:
I AM "BIN TAI"

sat night ...
my brother brought 10 people from his church back to home
they sang hymns and my bro played quitar with his AMPLIFIER on (OOO FUCK)
they even ask me to sing together (R.M: I dislike singing)
I lock myself in my quiet room but noisy environment
I went out to eat dinner alone, otherwise I will eat dinner with them at home... and they will tell me something about Jesus ... (I have fallen into this kind of trap before, last yr, late aug....... last time I kept on going out of the restaurant frequently and phoned my friends and left earlier and ate elsewhere alone)

this time I left before the dinner got started and
I ate in Fat Angelo's, sat on the bar-sit, and
eating the 8 inch pizza, facing the bartender for over two hours and reading my favourite books peacefully and quietly

R.M:
1 it will be a very big trouble if the bartender is not pretty or bartender is a man
2 it's nice to eat alone with your favourite book for 3 hr
3 Jesus may be far far away from me .... and worship Jesus can be alone .. no need to be in group