2009年7月24日 上午1點07分06秒understanding me

I used to be real shy when I was in school, I would not talk to anyone. I was also very gullible, believed pretty much anything anyone would tell me. I was always the kid they made fun of at school.

I lost my dad when I was 4 years old, I never knew him, but hear so many things about him, and even to this date, I still visit his grave, remembering him on his birthday, on fathers day , Easter and Christmas.

I often wondered if my life would be better than it is right now, how different it would have been, if he could have been around. I wanted to follow his foot steps and continue his dreams, his dream to be the best Mechanic around.

But because I was so shy, Green and ignorant, I got kicked out of college because I "Didn't have the feel for it", as the instructor put it,( I could show him now, too late thought)., and because I was so shy, I let it go, and went to another college to do carpentry instead.

While I was in college, I could not fit in, was no good at picking up women, and when I finally met someone, I got cheated on, and me who waited all night for her at her house to come home, only to find her with some other guy.

Then I went to Ontario, there too tried to fit in, made a few friends, yet, still shy as hell, had my heart broken many times, and finally I met this girl I was sure was the one for me.....

To be continued......

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