http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies Fri, 18 Dec 2009 21:40 EST Fri, 18 Dec 2009 21:40 EST Zorpia.com http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1906004 My name is deadgirrl. Im deadgirrl because I have a curse set on me.. For one I took my life, because of shelfishness and greed. SO now im&nbsp; cursed on earth forever inside this hell. I can not be attracted to anyone. Nor, can i ever have a family or love of my own because of shelfish nature. Im forever in a state of being a zombie forever tired, trouble talking and trouble thinking. Im forever in a state of being a zombie.. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1906004 Thu, 21 May 2009 19:54 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1874255 I am so much in love with Gackt, he is the most sexiest man on earth, not only for attraction but for his creativity and mind.. I love how he is a true artists, and yet have attractive apearance, That he can be different but in a positve way. I love how his style, his a man not afraid to wear eye liner and make up. He would be the man i love to lose my virgity too. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1874255 Mon, 19 Jan 2009 15:31 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873376 <font size="7">I find something strange about me, I can't seem to find anyone that attracts me. I been searching for the one( my soul mate) i can't seem to connect or be attract to any guys lately. I think i might be asexual or something. )=I know online alot of disgusting men on here asking for cam and all that. I been searching and hoping maybe somone i will be attracted too. Its not just the body the inside has well. <br /></font> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873376 Fri, 16 Jan 2009 01:32 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873361 <font style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ff7d3d"><font size="7">Today I am dirty<br />I want to be pretty<br />Tomorrow, I know Im just dirt<br /><br />Today I am dirty<br />I want to be pretty<br />Tomorrow, I know Im just dirt<br /><br />We are the nobodies<br />We wanna be somebodies<br />When were dead,<br />Theyll know just who we are<br /><br />We are the nobodies<br />We wanna be somebodies<br />When were dead,<br />Theyll know just who we are<br /><br />Yesterday I was dirty<br />Wanted to be pretty<br />I know now that Im forever dirt<br /><br />Yesterday I was dirty<br />Wanted to be pretty<br />I know now that Im forever dirt<br /><br />We are the nobodies<br />We wanna be somebodies<br />When were dead,<br />Theyll know just who we are<br /><br />We are the nobodies<br />We wanna be somebodies<br />When were dead,<br />Theyll know just who we are<br /><br />Some children died the other day<br />We fed machines and then we prayed<br />Puked up and down in morbid faith<br />You should have seen the ratings that day</font> </font> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873361 Fri, 16 Jan 2009 00:37 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873277 <h4 class="beTitle" id="subjcns!81DFD97E338677A!841"><a href="http://cid-081dfd97e338677a.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!81DFD97E338677A!841.entry"><font color="#0066a7">why i never want to go out and wny i don't like people</font></a></h4> <div class="bvMsg" id="msgcns!81DFD97E338677A!841"> <div>For one, I hate going out to be around people.. I don't like people very much.</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>People irritate me.. I dislike them. I rather be bymyself, and often I am, i dont like how people act.. </div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>I just basically don't like to talk to people or be around them....</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>I like to be at home, because when im out i hate the feeling of being around people having them with their screaming babies or couples holding hands. it just frustrates me and i want to go home...</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>i hate clubs, because people there are to drunk to be even have a normal conerstation or they are too stupid ...</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>I hate bars, because full of old disgusting men trying to hit on me..</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>i hate the beach because its boring, and everyone there is self obessed with themselves..</div> </div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873277 Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:59 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873273 <div>Dear everyone on this virtual world, fake crap and full of fake romance, </div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>I will only show my coldest feeligns towards you, don't except answer from me, because it be a cold answer, if you want to be wtih me or be my friends, i except be on teh phone or a visit in the real world. </div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>Virtual world ful of liars and cheat and married men who stay up late nights to have cyber sex with anyone women they chat online..</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>I learned that even real relationship are stupid .. Has for work, i show myself or pretain to be friendly. But for people i only answer if to be polite. otherwise eveyrone getting my cold side..</div> <div>&nbsp;</div> <div>I will not open up to anyone on here. So don't except me to answer you, or to be your firend cause im not friends with anyone on this virtual world..</div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1873273 Thu, 15 Jan 2009 12:38 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1872019 <p>You guess guys can add me at my hotmail <a href="mailto:mindosm007@hotmail.com">mindosm007@hotmail.com</a> and add me has a friend on my profile. Even evil people get lonely.</p> <p>SO please add me..</p> <p>deadgirrl</p> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1872019 Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:27 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1868206 <p>When the Devil is too busy<br />And Death's a bit too much<br />They call on me by name you see,<br />For my special touch.<br />To the Gentlemen I'm Miss Fortune<br />To the Ladies I'm Sir Prize<br />But call me by any name<br />Any way it's all the same<br /><br />I'm the fly in your soup<br />I'm the pebble in your shoe<br />I'm the pea beneath your bed<br />I'm a bump on every head<br />I'm the peel on which you slip<br />I'm a pin in every hip<br />I'm the thorn in your side<br />Makes you wriggle and writhe<br />And it's so easy when you're evil<br />This is the life, you see<br />The Devil tips his hat to me<br />I do it all because I'm evil<br />And I do it all for free<br />Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need<br /><br />While there's children to make sad<br />While there's candy to be had<br />while there's pockets left to pick<br />While there's grannies to trip down the stairs<br />I'll be there, I'll be waiting round the corner<br />It's a game. I'm glad I'm in it<br />'Cause there's one born every minute<br /><br />I pledge my allegiance, to all things dark<br />And I promise on my damned soul<br />To do as I am told, Lord Beelxebub<br />Has never seen a soldier quite like me<br />Not only does his job, but does it happily.<br /><br />I'm the fear that keeps you awake<br />I'm the shadows on the wall<br />I'm the monsters they become<br />I'm the nightmare in your skull<br />I'm a dagger in your back<br />An extra turn on the rack<br />I'm the quivering of your heart<br />A stabbing pain, a sudden start.<br /><br />And it's so easy when you're evil<br />This is the life, you see<br />The Devil tips his hat to me<br />I do it all because I'm evil<br />And I do it all for free<br />Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need<br />And I do it all for free<br />Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need<br />And I do it all for free<br />Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need<br /><br />It gets so lonley being evil<br />What I'd do to see a smile<br />Even for a little while<br />And no one loves you when you're evil<br />I'm lying though my teeth!<br />Your tears are all the company I need <!--Lyrics End--></p> Religion & Ethics http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1868206 Mon, 29 Dec 2008 18:47 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838901 Majestic with his dark beauty full of pain, under the sky he stays and is wandering in the lust night He is looking for the next victim the next lost soul; fallen angel from heaven needs some victim He's so sad in this moment he is looking for you... On God's soul you pray your prayer but for you Want the Light of Angel...... Light of Lucifer! The moon reveals the Hope of Prodigy You will cry this night when the Angel of Lust will come... to bring you with him... to hell! You! Virgin of the lake your tears are pearls Drained by the Angels sharp tongue let you fall into the embrace of evil, God cannot save you this night... Lucifer master of elegant brutality Virgin enchanted by the penetrating glance of her master she is crying, I hear her sobs The night with his wings covers the ceremony of souls You are the virgin of Lucifer! You will burn in the Lake of Flames. You will enter the infernal world you'll be damned Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838901 Mon, 22 Sep 2008 11:51 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838894 when I date someone online they cheated and lie to me, and they can't seem to keep faithful, I found out later they lied about their job, So I made a promise not to date anyone on this pc.. Take care have a great day Im not looking for a relationship online, I learned that when you are dating someone that is not within your reality things go wrong. I am looking for relationship in real life. So don't bother me Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838894 Mon, 22 Sep 2008 11:07 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838606 <p>FOr everyone here, Im not looking for a bf on here, so stop trying.. I am here for friendship and fun.. Virtual relationship are not real, and why would i want to make out with a pc.. take care everyone</p> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838606 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 11:31 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838155 Life gets more fun when you are isolated and alone (=&nbsp; Your dreams are shattered like glass, when you are alone with insanity, it gets more fun when you feel empty, and when look your self in the&nbsp; mirror and laugh. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838155 Sat, 20 Sep 2008 01:10 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838065 im bored with life, it also the same.. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1838065 Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:59 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1837729 <p>My idea guy would be brandon lee. I like&nbsp; a guy who is gothic, knowns martial arts, and mystics and dark.. A guy with a morbid sense of humor. Has a good job, Not religous, Dark and cool.. </p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1837729 Thu, 18 Sep 2008 11:24 EST http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1837222 <p>God is real has the easter bunny, God is something we have created inside our mind to make us feel wanted and needed. Everything is just illusion there is no God there no heaven no hell</p> <p>So when we die, we will see what we were taught has kids, if we are good we go to heaven and if we are bad and gulity we go to hell, what we were taught, but in a logic way there is no God.. Everything is what inside our mind</p> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/JustaNobodies/journal/1837222 Wed, 17 Sep 2008 01:27 EST