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HoPeLeSs01çš„ä¸»é http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01 Mon, 21 Dec 2009 14:06 EST Mon, 21 Dec 2009 14:06 EST Zorpia.com stay the fuck off of my page http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1637595 I FUCKING HATE PERVERTS STAY OUT OF MY PAGE. DON'T FUCKING MAIL ME SAYING HEY BABY NICE BOD OR OTHER KINDS OF SHIT. DON'T LEAVE ME YOUR E-MAIL ADDRESS CUZ MOST LIKELY I WON'T READ EM CUZ I HATE PERVE'S. FUCK OFF. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1637595 Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:24 EST Here is the 411 http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1632272 Me and Danyul = Broken up as of Jan.5.07 here is the convo. I am sweet_hunny_bee08 and he is takemeunder345. we had this convo over AIM...I deleted my aim username and started a new one and told all my friends about it. sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:32:05 PM): hi takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:36:46 PM): hey sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:37:06 PM): how have u been takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:37:54 PM): bad takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:37:55 PM): you? sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:39:19 PM): dunno been asleep all day like a baby.....why bad takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:39:50 PM): been sick alot lately takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:39:54 PM): and so much drama going on sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:40:28 PM): oh sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:40:58 PM): the drama here is slowly quitely calming down takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:42:14 PM): it's getting worse here sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:42:25 PM): damn takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:49:46 PM): and you're gonna hate me sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:49:58 PM): why takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:51:19 PM): coz takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:51:24 PM): I think we should just be friends sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:51:47 PM): k takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:52:09 PM): im sorry sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:52:18 PM): its all good takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:52:26 PM): you sure? sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 8:53:05 PM): yea takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 8:53:36 PM): okay sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 9:12:07 PM): anywho what chu doin takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 9:12:32 PM): music and chillin sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 9:12:44 PM): kewl takemeunder345 (1/5/2007 9:12:50 PM): chu? sweet_hunny_bee08 (1/5/2007 9:13:40 PM): nm being a dork as usual and rising hell for people and teasing my friend angela Now thats out of the way. I have a new boyfriend his name is Justin a preppy kid who happens to like an emo kid thats me :D. Me and Justin been going out as of Dec.16.06      Justin knew about Danyul but he told me he don't care and that he likes me a lot more then Danyul does and Guess what Justin proved to be right He does likes me a lot more then Danyul ever liked me. Romance & Relationships http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1632272 Sat, 06 Jan 2007 20:21 EST Home http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1622332   <div class="O" v:shape="_x0000_s1026"> <div>â€¢This place I once called home is no longer my home, </div> <div>â€¢I am better off alone, </div> <div>â€¢I know that you donâ€™t care about me, </div> <div>â€¢When you come home I am already stoned, </div> <div>â€¢All you do is scream at me, </div> <div>â€¢All you do is hit me when I donâ€™t listen, </div> <div>â€¢This is not my home, </div> <div>â€¢I think I am better off alone, </div> <div>â€¢By the time I come home I know that your not home, </div> <div>â€¢When you get the chance all you do grape at me, </div> <div>â€¢No matter how hard I have tried, </div> <div>â€¢You were never satisfied, </div> <div>â€¢This house is not home, </div> <div>â€¢This place I once loved, </div> <div>â€¢Now hated by few, </div> <div>â€¢All you do is scream, grape, and hit me, </div> <div>â€¢All I want to do is cut and bleed, </div> <div>â€¢Yell and cry out all my tears, </div> <div>â€¢This place is not my home, </div> <div>â€¢I think I am better off alone. </div> <div></div> </div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1622332 Thu, 07 Dec 2006 15:36 EST Nobody's Listening http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1616972 <div class="O" v:shape="_x0000_s1026"> <div>â€¢I have a heart full of pain, </div> <div>â€¢I tried to give you everything, </div> <div>â€¢But I noticed that nobodyâ€™s listening, </div> <div>â€¢I tried to warn you, </div> <div>â€¢I told you everything I know, </div> <div>â€¢But nobodyâ€™s listening, </div> <div>â€¢Thank you for ignoring me, </div> <div>â€¢Giving me this heartache, </div> <div>â€¢You caused me to see what was unknown from the start, </div> <div>â€¢I want hear you say those words, </div> <div>â€¢That you donâ€™t love me no more, </div> <div>â€¢Want to hear you say you hate me, </div> <div>â€¢I knew this was never real, </div> <div>â€¢I have so much pain that can not understand, </div> <div>â€¢But nobodyâ€™s listening to me, </div> <div>â€¢Ignore me, hate me, punch me, </div> <div>â€¢Just let me know that you werenâ€™t listening to me from the start.</div> </div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1616972 Thu, 23 Nov 2006 13:18 EST Can't Save Me http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1615756   <div class="O" v:shape="_x0000_s1026"> <div>â€¢I slit my wrist, </div> <div>â€¢Watching the blood drip out, </div> <div>â€¢Draining all the hate out, </div> <div>â€¢Watching the rain fall as it hits my cuts, </div> <div>â€¢Feeling it burn, </div> <div>â€¢As it run through my skin, </div> <div>â€¢Feeling the rush through my veins, </div> <div>â€¢Bizarre as it sounds, </div> <div>â€¢Watching you fade out, </div> <div>â€¢Made me want to cut more and more, </div> <div>â€¢As the rain fall harder and harder, </div> <div>â€¢As it hits on my cuts, </div> <div>â€¢Feeling the burn through my veins, </div> <div>â€¢All dried out of tears, </div> <div>â€¢Watching you made me fade away, </div> <div>â€¢Nothingness is all I feel, </div> <div>â€¢Canâ€™t save me now, </div> <div>â€¢As it hits ground, </div> <div>â€¢Watch me die in your arms, </div> <div>â€¢No more me, </div> <div>â€¢Save yourself but me. </div> <div></div> </div> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1615756 Mon, 20 Nov 2006 18:58 EST HI HI http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1614409 Once again here is another stupid journal writing Welcome to my world of hate, love, and plane out heart broken page ass of mine<img style="WIDTH: 158px; HEIGHT: 124px" height="124" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/Mypics214.jpg" width="158" align="baseline" border="0" /> This where it begans... Over the past months and years if you noticed through my photo albums I had toms of preppy, gangsta looking picz thats when I was hangout with the wrong crowd cuz my dad didn't want me wearing baggy clothes and just plane out be me you know and he wanted me to be someone I am not. Took me a while to find my old friends and just be me and they still love me.. This is who I am. <img style="WIDTH: 138px; HEIGHT: 110px" height="110" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/Mypics222.jpg" width="138" align="baseline" border="0" /> Over rall I am a good person at heart. I write poems. I dance. I listen to music can't live with out music. I suffer from A.D.D., Depression and Bipolar big whoopie doo huh. wow this bitch got it all huh that what you thinking. I am a bitch and proud of it but I am nice once you get to know me. Anyways here are some Pics of people I LOVE and ADORE.   __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   MaryJane, Thnxz for being a great friend and always caring about me. LOVE YOU GIRL. I hope our friendship last forever as it always has been. Your friendship means a lot to me.<img style="WIDTH: 215px; HEIGHT: 173px" height="173" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1382753368_l.jpg" width="215" align="baseline" border="0" /> __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Angela, You have been there for me through our stoner days and skipping days I LOVE YOU GIRL. you mean a lot to me. I hope we continue on being friends and being crazy.<img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 158px" height="158" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1116317285_l.jpg" width="214" align="baseline" border="0" />   _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   TABITHA, your the most coolest, sickest, hardcore friend I can ever ask for. Your the most awsomest Juggalette I know. You tought me so much. MFCL home chick. Los and Lette's.<img style="WIDTH: 235px; HEIGHT: 169px" height="169" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1357469662_l.jpg" width="235" align="baseline" border="0" />   _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Laura, Damn girl I knew you since I was sophmore and when your were a senior in TCHS now your in college and me studding for GED so I can go to college as well. I miss ya and we need to hang out like the good old days just you, me and angela the 3 muskatears :)<img style="WIDTH: 250px; HEIGHT: 160px" height="160" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1216708755_l.jpg" width="250" align="baseline" border="0" />   ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Muffin, Your such a sweetie and a cutie to the boot. your so fun to hang out with and when i had no one to talk with you were there to talk to me and when we started as stranger and somehow became friends real quick and i am happy that your my friend.<img style="WIDTH: 241px; HEIGHT: 153px" height="153" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1418251831_l.jpg" width="241" align="baseline" border="0" />   ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Marlana, Your cool as fat kid eating his cake while riding his bike lolz....Your wicked awsome and wicked kool and I am glad that we met in P.E. class and started to talk. Out of all your friends to invite to your b-day party you invited me thnxz home chick.<img hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1387567979_l.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Lori, Wow back in my freshman and my sophmore year me, you, clint, your sister mary, carolynn, joey, laura, and wendy we would skip school and get blow'd as fuck and do some crazy shit man I miss those good old days with you guys but it seems like we went out sperate ways. I hope someday we gonna get the gang back do wat we used to do like the good old days. I hope to see you guys soon. Love you Lori.<img style="WIDTH: 261px; HEIGHT: 170px" height="170" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/380780858_l.jpg" width="261" align="baseline" border="0" />   ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Wendy, wow you have done a lot for me when I need'd to get blow'd you were there, when i need'd some cash you were there...above all you and me we were like 2 most koolest kid on the block follow by everyone else. I miss you home chick.<img style="WIDTH: 287px; HEIGHT: 179px" height="179" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/528577620_l.jpg" width="287" align="baseline" border="0" />   _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Mary, Man I remember the times we kick'd it back with you and your sister with Miles and Country doing some shit and always be skipping school and when we got in trouble we got each others back. Those were the good old days. Miss ya buddy.<img style="WIDTH: 243px; HEIGHT: 155px" height="155" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1432477984_l.jpg" width="243" align="baseline" border="0" />   _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Clint, Man you were the shit always be buying pack of cigg;s and I always gaved you one or several or two and you, me, lori, and mary would skip just to get blow'd or need a place to hang out at and thats what we did.You and I had a lot in common cuz we both like'd aime and all sorts of things. I miss your annoying voice and most of of all I miss you.<img hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1427072166_l.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Alex, Your so sexy and I am glad that you have a girlfriend that will treat you right...I remember at lunch how you rape me and I rape you back and we both hump each other and you would touch my breast and I would touch your penis and then I would touch your ass cause you touched my vagina. that was the good old days I miss ya Jedi Alex.<img style="WIDTH: 310px; HEIGHT: 164px" height="164" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1380340577_l.jpg" width="310" align="baseline" border="0" />   ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Pat, You and I used to date but I wonder what ever happend to our love but I guess we just stop'd talking and never broke up or just didn't bother with it. But now we talking again I am glad for that cause you are my friend and I hate to lose you cause you help'd me out on things I need'd help with like my anger problems or when I am down you would be there to cheer me up and I would just laugh and I miss that. You making me smile.I LOVE YOU buddy.<img style="WIDTH: 325px; HEIGHT: 237px" height="237" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/654921186_l.jpg" width="325" align="baseline" border="0" />   _________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Phil, You and I as wekll used to date but we broke up cuz we knew that our timing was wrong and that someday soon we will be back together. I could always count on you for anything cause you seen my the worst and the good in me and I as well seen that in you and I am glad that we are still friends cause I know that I would hate to lose you over a stupid fight. I miss you and hope to chat to you sson LOVE YOU BUDDY.<img height="236" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/Philflag002.jpg" width="277" align="baseline" border="0" /><img style="WIDTH: 270px; HEIGHT: 235px" height="235" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/Philflag014.jpg" width="270" align="baseline" border="0" />   ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Jonas, Wow I remember when I first talked to u I said who are you and how you know me and said you knew me from where and I am glad we know each other and that we can be friend and maybe in the future we be more than that. But you know my deepest darkest secret and you help'd me out on a lot of shit. and thnxz for being a great friend. LOVE YOU.<img height="347" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/hair2.jpg" width="236" align="baseline" border="0" /><img style="WIDTH: 314px; HEIGHT: 347px" height="347" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/Picture010.jpg" width="314" align="baseline" border="0" />   _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________   Danyul, Wow baby I miss you and I love you. We used to be friends and we talked a lot and we used to flirt a lot when you had a gf and when I had a bf and somehow on that month of September of 2006 we both were single just flirting and joking and then we hook'd up and became boyfriend and girlfriend and matter of face I am glad that happend cuz I have liked for so long and that I found out that you as well liked me wow. I am Glad to be your girlfriend and I proud that your my boyfriend. I MISS YOU sweetie.<img style="WIDTH: 235px; HEIGHT: 202px" height="202" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1192435588_l.jpg" width="235" align="baseline" border="0" /><img height="217" hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v223/HoPeLeSs01/1192430945_l.jpg" width="291" align="baseline" border="0" /> _____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ THESE ARE THE PEOPLE I ADORE AND LOVE if I forgot any of y'all I am sorry. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1614409 Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:30 EST YEA I AM BACK http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1613977 Yeah I am back with a big come back this time with all new look and different personality this time...I am not so nice yet so mean....I can be a bitch at time but I am a good person...Hate me or love me....I am known as the emo kid so what I don't care...Label me go for it go all crazy do I care what you or anyone else thinks of me.... A lot has changed my looks, the way I look at things and yea so what. You can hate me or love me if your choice folks... Just don't waste your time with me at all.... I don't have time for this bullshit drama and other blah blah blah's. Anyways if you wanna chat with me leave a comment or leave a message and I will get back to ya and please don't mail your fucking shit saying "YOUR HOT BABY add me to your msn and if you got a cam you should get on it and flash me" fuck off if you one of those fucking perves get a fucking life. I am 16 okay I ain't those nasty bitches okay. Love always Jennifer the Hopeless yet so stupid for writing this shit like anyone is going to read it. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1613977 Thu, 16 Nov 2006 04:58 EST Hello Peoplez http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1457557 <img alt="Picture 274" src="http://thm.zorpia.com/0/1247/7985085.eca348.jpg" border="3" />Hello Peoplez did ya miss me while I was gone for long time......My name is Jennifer and I am 15 yrs old just to let yall know....I have my life straight now and I quit cutting for good yay........Good news for u peoples anyways thnxz for the mail and finially after all these long months I can finially replay u yall'z mails......Anyways I will try to login more and post more journals......anyways bunches of luv to ya muahs oh BTW I have a boyfriend now woot woot.......So yea I am not single woot woot.<img alt="Picture 272" src="http://thm.zorpia.com/0/1247/7985069.dade2e.jpg" border="3" />Luv Always Jennifer Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1457557 Mon, 02 Jan 2006 17:44 EST Somethings http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1237942 This is name for Jennifer...............   <table width=400 align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> <tr><td bgcolor=#00CCFF align=center> Your Japanese Name Is...</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor=#FFFFFF><center><img src="<a href="http://www.quizdiva.net/japanesename/girl.jpg">http://www.quizdiva.net/japanesename/girl.jpg</a>"> </center><center>Minako Masachika</center> </td></tr></table><div align="center"> <a href="<a href="http://www.blogthings.com/japanesenamegenerator/">What's">http://www.blogthings.com/japanesenamegenerator/">What's</a> your Japanese Name?</a> </div>    This is Name for Jessica........  <table width=400 align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> <tr><td bgcolor=#00CCFF align=center> Your Japanese Name Is...</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor=#FFFFFF><center><img src="<a href="http://www.quizdiva.net/japanesename/girl.jpg">http://www.quizdiva.net/japanesename/girl.jpg</a>"> </center><center>Keiko Watanabe </center> </td></tr></table><div align="center"> <a href="<a href="http://www.blogthings.com/japanesenamegenerator/">What's">http://www.blogthings.com/japanesenamegenerator/">What's</a> your Japanese Name?</a> </div>    What does March 16th mean my b-day............ <table cellspacing="0" align="center"> <tr> <td style="font: bolder small-caps 14pt Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif; color: black; text-transform: capitalize; word-spacing: .3em; text-align: center; background: #bce9ff; border-style: double; border-color: gray; padding: 5px; width: 350px;"> Your Birthdate: March 16</td> </tr><tr> <td style=" font: small-caps small-caps 12pt Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif; color: black; text-transform: none; text-align: left; background: #e2f5ff; border-style: double; border-color: gray; padding: 5px; width: 350px;"> Your birth on the 16th day of the month gives a sense of loneliness and generally the desire to work alone. You are relatively inflexible, and insist on your being independent. You need a good deal of time to rest and to meditate.  You are introspective and a little stubborn. Because of this, it may not be easy for you to maintain permanent relationships, but you probably will as you are very much into home and family. This birth day inclines to interests in the technical, the scientific, and to the religious or the unknown realm of spiritual explorations.  The date gives you a tendency to seek unusual approaches and makes your style seem a little different and unique to those around you. Your intuition is aided by the day of your birth, but most of your actions are bedded in logic, responsibility, and the rational approach. You may be emotional, but have a hard time expressing these emotions. Because of this, there may be some difficulty in giving or receiving affection.</td> </tr> </table><div align="center"> <a href="<a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What">http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/">What</a> Does Your Birth Date Mean?</a> </div>   Well thats it so Far. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1237942 Tue, 28 Jun 2005 23:24 EST The Real me http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1234811 Hey my peoples what up...LOL.Anyways here's the story.......... I cut my wrist cuz what i went through as a child, and as a teenager and in when i was 14.My life is pretty fucked up.<img title="Untitled" height="106" alt="Untitled" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/649/4159977.d18fa5.jpg" width="164" border="0" /><----- yea thats what i did to one of my wrist and the other one is different ------><img title="Untitled" height="77" alt="Untitled" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/649/4159973.bc9060.jpg" width="130" border="0" />.You both of them are different.They're only minor cuts but i can make it deeper if i want to.You can see more of wrist on my album on some new pic's of me and what i did to my wrist.If you have anything to say about it and then say it.To all you all perve's out there quit asking me to be ur friend or sending perved messages on my inbox on this site and my comments.I HATE perve's they gross me out.I am I say who i am not what anyone else wants me to be.well just sit back and have a sip of a soda. -----><img title="Untitled" height="125" alt="Untitled" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/649/4159980.3cc82f.jpg" width="168" border="0" />Well if you peoples got any problems of me cutting my freakin wrist and say somethin then or give advice.Cuz u might never i might just take ur adivce.I am getting help for my depression and my cuts on my wrist.well i write soon peace out.Sincerly,Jessica. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1234811 Mon, 27 Jun 2005 07:10 EST What i did........... http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1190735 OMGGuess what i did sometime last weeked i kissed Kurtis Smith my crush and he and i almost had sex.I have a pic of Kurtis now hehehehe.<img title="Untitled" height="165" alt="Untitled" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/573/3671073.ec6e19.jpg" width="193" border="0" /><-----Thats Kurtis Smith.My crush. Ain't he a cutie or what man i would have had sex wit him but then i remembered something i liked him as a friend not more then that. Thats sad thou. oh well.  It was somewhere around May i don't remember when but i had sex wit my other crush Josh Clit he is so fine and he is 17 wow what a hottie he is. He and I was alone and somehow some way we were alone and we kissed cuz i made a move on him before and he got me back for it and some how it lead to sex and it just happen and i thought it was great cuz i like him a lot even thou he and i are friends. He is into Slipknot, Metallica just like me and thats why i like him so much. To other gurls he may seem ugly but to me looks don't matter only peronialty does. On May 25, 2005.........Kevin Billiot my other crush came up to me and asked me where is his kiss and i would have gaved it to him but i didn't cuz i knew he had a gurlfriend and i am not like that and i have greater respect for him. I have 3 pic's of Kevin. One with Kevin with my math teacher, second by himself in my world Geo class 5th period and the third pic of him and me.<img title="Untitled" height="153" alt="Untitled" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/573/3671062.12ad79.jpg" width="212" border="0" /><------ Me and Kevin.Me and Kevin will alwayz be friends no matter. Well thats all i have to say nuthin all that great happen on last day of skool and that was on May 26, 2005. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1190735 Thu, 02 Jun 2005 04:17 EST Hey Guyz and Galz i am back and better then... http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1129050 Hey Guyz and Galz i am back and better then ever dudes and duets.I am gonna write down what all happen this week but the dates might be out of order iight well listen up. Today Arpil 21,2005 (THURSDAY)I didn't go to skool cuz i was sick. nuthin all that great happen today. Yesturday April 20, 2005 (WEDNESDAY)Happy 420 everyone.<img src="../smi/26.jpg" border="0" />Man i had a great today me and my ex boyfriend Mikey, he and i flirted so bad it ain't funny but all thou i have a boyfriend and his name is Brandon Hobbs he is so cute and fine and he is a quarter back for texas city stings and he is 16 and i am 17 and i don't care long as if i have a great boyfriend and which i do.yep young teens in luv.<img src="../smi/38.gif" border="0" /> April 19, 2005 (TUESDAY)Today is TAKS and SDD2 testing.<img src="../smi/30.jpg" border="0" />MAN,right after the testing was over Kurtis Smith my crush he was making a pass at me and man was i letting him and he jelouse because i wrote down saying that Jessica luv'z Brandon Hobbs<img src="../smi/29.jpg" border="0" /> (drools) and it was so funny. DUDE kurtis was all over me <img src="../smi/39.gif" border="0" />(blushes) and i was like dude can i have you kinda deal.  April 16, 2005 (SATURDAY)Today is CAPPA day and man was it nasty ova there at G-Town as in Galverston <img src="../smi/28.jpg" border="0" />.I saw a FAT ugly black womens tits <img src="../smi/20.gif" border="0" /> (VOMITS).I saw a lot of per's and jerks and ass craks. DUDE man i thought that it was crak hill day <img src="../smi/35.jpg" border="0" /> (LOL).L8er on that day i had a huge headache and i thought i was gonna die and my so called friend Krissy said i hoped i get raped cuz i didn't want to stick around. well fuck her <img src="../smi/50.gif" border="0" />. I couldn't help it if i got a headache and wanted to go home.well i don't care about her no more.ANother l8er on that day me and my dad went to Baybrook Mall and got me a Jap. ANime SHow called Wedding Peach VOL. 2 and we order Vol. 3 and we have to go back on April 23, 2005 (SATURDAY) see if they got it.<img src="../smi/46.gif" border="0" />(I HOPE THEY DO)<img src="../smi/32.jpg" border="0" /> I'll get Krissy, Jesica K., and Samatha back for ditching me at CAPPA.  March 30, 2005 (WEDNESDAY)Today i was running around like an idiot and then i saw Brandon Hobbs and i called out his name to make sur it was him well it was him thank god.<img src="../smi/02.gif" border="0" />Me and Brandon we chatted and all this lil kids was telling us to make out, and fuck each other well we did all that. Don't worry those lil kids weren't watching cuz they can't be out past there bedtime. so i made a move on Brandon and then asked him out and he said yea and now we do.<img src="../smi/34.jpg" border="0" />.  well thats all i had to say. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1129050 Thu, 21 Apr 2005 16:36 EST Hey Guyz and Gals I am back and better then... http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1090195 Hey Guyz and Gals I am back and better then ever (LOL).I hope u like my new pic'sI had posted on this site and i hope u come back soon and view me more offten and rate me and tell me what u think of me ok.Guess what i gonna write down what happen to me and everything but the dayz and weekens will be out of order but i hope u will understand what i am doing cuz i gonna make sure they're out of order becuz i like to write down all the fun things first if u know what i am saying thou.Yesturday on March 21, 2005 Monday,We had a sub. in my Math class 6th period and i alwayz da the usuall in there acting silly of couse. Anywayz back to the story (LOL). I asked the Sub. if i could use the rest room she let me go cuz long as if i was done wit all my work which i was done by the way. Kurtis my crush i had told him where i was going and i was in the restroom after that i went to drink a water and then used the restroom finially Kurtis came out of my 6th period class and he and i was wonder the hall way like idots and then well, he and i went out side and we found this spot and I was pushing him and he pushing me and then when we got threw wit that he asked me for a hug and i gaved him it and well, we kissed as in tap kissed only i would had made out wit him but i was thinking what will happen so on so forth thats what i was thinking and then we went to our class room different timing of couse becuz i don't want anyone to think we were up to something if u know what i am saying. Well thats what happen i get to kiss my crush don't worry he is single now yippe cuz now maybe i can have my chance wit him i am so glad cuz now i am single cuz my Boyfriend Robert had broke wit me and i laugh at him and he can we just be friends and i said yea sure why not.Wednesday March 16, 2005,OMG I am 17 now yippe woot woot yea its my b-day wwwwhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa wwwwwhhhhhhhooooooo I can't believe it b-day is here and i am glad and i still had Robert that time i was hoping that he and i could spent time but we didn't which that sucked like a donkey dick (LOL). Nothing all happen on b-day all i got was money that was it.Saturday March 19, 2005,Its my 17th b-day party and no one had showed up and i cryed and cryed and then i grabed a needle and started to cut my wrist cuz i was mad like a bitch and i was sad all at the same time. After i got threw pouting like a baby. My dad had took me to the movies and went to see The Ring 2 that movie was off the chain but it wasn't all that scary but it was off the chain. After the movies and i had to wait for 2 more hours becuz it was Sadie Haukins dance  when the gurls ask the guyz bla bla bla yadie yadie da da anywayz i went to the dance i had a blast there and i was dancing nasty as usuall (LOL). I has loads of fun at the dance and i won't forget about at all. Thats all that happen on that day.Tuesday March 15, 2005,Wait till this day over cuz the next day is my 17th b-day wwwwwwwwhhhhhhhaaaaaaaa wwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooooooo.  Today my dad had brought me digital cable today and i am so happy cuz he had to me that is my early b-day present and i am so happy and i am so speechless (LOL). well thats all that happen.well thats it there isn't anymore to say. cuz today nuthing had happen. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1090195 Tue, 22 Mar 2005 19:27 EST morriganlilith You are MORRIGAN AND LILITH... http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1077621 <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/discoranger/1038105375_iganlilith.gif" border="0" alt="morriganlilith"> You are MORRIGAN AND LILITH from "Darkstalkers"! <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/discoranger/quizzes/ANIME%20QUIZ%20-%20Which%20Anime%20Vampire%20Are%20You%3F/"> ANIME QUIZ - Which Anime Vampire Are You?</a> brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a> Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1077621 Sat, 12 Mar 2005 06:52 EST beach You are a summer. You are a time bomb... http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1076977 <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/H/hoplessromantic/1100932516_ictureshat.jpg" border="0" alt="beach"> You are a summer. You are a time bomb of fun. You just wait for your moment to burst and let your hyperness shine. You are very energetic and people know that you are hard to get mad because you are having too much fun to really care. You are a social butterfly and you love to talk and meet new people. You keep you hyper ways up we need some in this world! ^_^ <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/hoplessromantic/quizzes/What%20Season%20Best%20Fits%20You%3F%20(anime%20pics)/"> What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)</a> brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a> I took this test and i am Summer whaaaaaaaaaaaa whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yay yea <3 me alwayz. Personal http://hk.zorpia.com/HoPeLeSs01/journal/1076977 Sat, 12 Mar 2005 00:09 EST