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2006年10月19日 下午8點48分01秒I have been gone . . .
I have been gone, and I fear, intellectually I may never be back again. The older I become and the more complacent I become with my environment, the less I feel compelled towards much of anything. Desires are indulgences, and pains are repressed. Depression will overtake my fragile frame once I awake from this slumber. And awake I shall, starved of consciousness. Gasping for a breath with my eyes open.
I will see my own ignorance. And I will fear it. Because potentially I could have been so much more. At this rate I will be far more dangerous ignorant rather then filled with conscious contempt.
I have been gone. My eyes are heavy and therefore shut to you all. I observe my oblivion with a grand terror. One which curdles my actions and stagnates my thoughts.