2005年2月28日 上午7點55分00秒05.02.27--||Starry night~||--|pondering..|| [

05.02.27--||Starry night~||--|pondering..||                 ..:: 6 MonthZ~^-^::.. ...Thoughts... how it is so amazing how thingz can go so high up as in happiness.. n so low.. as in sadness in 1 sec. life is strange. n VERY complicated.. sometimes i rilly want 2 know WHY.. but knowingly i kno i wont get an answer.. so many thingz haf been happening lately.. 7 monthz is fastly approaching.. but will i make it?.. i think so.. i hope so.. i wish so.. i pray so.. but.. misunderstandings.. n arguements keep reoccuring.. i jus wanted everything 2 b happi.. but yet.. itz not..  if rily being with someone makes dem more sad den happi.. should u stay ? or would dat b too greedy?  i agree .. now a day everyone is so wrapped up with their significant other.. including myself..  my world litterlally centre's around him..  interesting rite?.. how we all used 2 say.. frdz r more importnat den bf/gf.. but seeing ourselfs go out.. mostly with bf.. or gf... n if you go ot more with ur frdz.. it doesn't feel like ur in a relationship.. n if go out as a whole group with everyone.. soemtimes it feels.. like onli frds.. or no time jus 2 b alone.. strange how dat rilly works? ...  im so confused..  i duno how 2 handle things..  everything seem 2 b going wrong..  it seems like someone is temping me.. n torturing me? giving me dat happiness ilove.. but taking it right bak .. .am i rilly 1 of them sent by our LORD, to learn from my experiences.. learn n teach it 2 da younger one's dat look up 2 us oldies? i survived  da actual "earthquake" but  the after shock seems 2 hurt even more.. bcoz i hurt da one person i rilly truely love...  sometimes i jus want 2 crowl in2 a lil closet.. sit dar n cry.. cry n cry n cry..  but the world is too beautiful for me 2 waste my time like dat.. im lifting both my hands up high.. lord... pls take them~ i need you right now.. i need you 2 bring me comfort n answers~ Lord... i lift my hands 2 you... Sor Ci~   ~cici~ [[+True Love Never Has An Ending+]] [[+Gunz4Life+]] [[+Wheather Life Bringz sunshine or storm, we live it bravely...+]] [[+The Best Things about Pictures Are they never change, even if the people in them do...+]] [[+ you may close your eyes to hide from the thingz you don't want 2 see, but you can't close your heart 2 hide the thingz you don't want 2 feel...+]] [[+the furthest distance in the world is not between life + death, nor from one corner of the earth to the other, but is me standing infront of you + you dun even kno that I LOVE YOU+]] [[+I like you the way I like you is like a miracle to me. There is only you in my eyes. I know I can be annoying sometimes but I want you to know if 1 day you should run away, I will be there to chase after you, no matter where you go, even if its hell+]]<~Meteor Garden [[+Immature love is"I Love you because I need you," Mature love is" I need you because I love you"...+]] [[+ Don't look bak on yesturday n think how happi u were.. but look for 2molo n see how u can make it happier..+]] [[+ If loving u is so wrong... than I dun ever want 2 be right+] [[+I Love You.... 8 letters...3 words..1 meaning...+]] -- >azu's:P [[+ Never will I ever let you go, as long as i love you+]]

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2004年12月8日 上午9點12分00秒04.12.07--||mmm.. warmness~||--never been...

04.12.07--||mmm.. warmness~||--never been happier--||                    ..:: 4 monthz~ S2::.. ...Thoughts... wahh^-^~ hmm.. i think my page says it all~:P ^-^~ so happi, itz WINTER!! n Christmas is coming up~ had 2 winter concerts, n thursday is luncheon, me n Caleb doing a duet thingy~ hehe^-^ funn funn... *sigh* (flashbak..) ..... *waiting*.... * rain....* .... ai..~ where are they?!?!?!.... first time.. see you... u made me wait in da RAIN@!!!!-_-.. but went 2 fireworks 2gether dat nite^-^~ thinking abt everything we've gone through.. each argument... each hug.. each kiss.. each word~ n slightest smile... makes me smile.. ^-^ can nething b.. SO perfecT? i rmb, you helped me study for my bio exam...~ i think dat was da best time i had ever had studying for a test~:P or the times we jus spent in eachother arms.. feeling da warmth.. each heart beat heard.. each touch.. each time u clipped my nose><" i'll never 4get.. i've never been so happi.. so sad.. so.. EVERYTHING.. but in the end.. bcoz im with u.. itz all okay~^-^ 4 monthz... the happiest i've been.. n yet our stories continue.. ida worst thing was wen i couldn't see you 4 a week.. omgosh.. dat was a horrible week.. i was too tired.. i was too ... not willing 2 work. .bcoz i knew.. wen i get off skool.. i'd b going home 2 face MORE books.. n not u picking me up~ ... i missed you so much.. til da point i cried..~ stupid? yah~.. but i can't hide it.. i long 4 u being by myside, helping me through each struggle, celebrating each laughter~ io feel.. as if.. this is all a dream.. all a fanatsy.. n im scared 2 wake up.. im scared 2 get up one day.. n notice dat everything is all in my mind.. n dat.. everything is not wut i pictured it 2 b... n dat u aren't with me..~ dat i jus dreamed everything.. if so.. let me slp 4ever~ lo gong: everything up n down... i love you.. i may not love you as much as u do 4 me.. but i love you withall my heart~ nuffin more nuffin less~ u haf my 100% support.. love .. comfort.. understanding... but most importantly me~ ^-^~ our story continues.. as our lives move 2g3ether... walking on da same path.. da same road... our journey our story~ onli u + 1 = S2 CI~   ~cici~ [[+True Love Never Has An Ending+]] [[+Gunz4Life+]] [[+Wheather Life Bringz sunshine or storm, we live it bravely...+]] [[+The Best Things about Pictures Are they never change, even if the people in them do...+]] [[+ you may close your eyes to hide from the thingz you don't want 2 see, but you can't close your heart 2 hide the thingz you don't want 2 feel...+]] [[+the furthest distance in the world is not between life + death, nor from one corner of the earth to the other, but is me standing infront of you + you dun even kno that I LOVE YOU+]] [[+I like you the way I like you is like a miracle to me. There is only you in my eyes. I know I can be annoying sometimes but I want you to know if 1 day you should run away, I will be there to chase after you, no matter where you go, even if its hell+]]<~Meteor Garden [[+Immature love is"I Love you because I need you," Mature love is" I need you because I love you"...+]] [[+ Don't look bak on yesturday n think how happi u were.. but look for 2molo n see how u can make it happier..+]] [[+ If loving u is so wrong... than I dun ever want 2 be right+] [[+I Love You.... 8 letters...3 words..1 meaning...+]] -- >azu's:P [[+ Never will I ever let you go, as long as i love you+]]

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2004年5月14日 下午7點20分00秒04.05.19--||clouds||--||smiles|| [IMAGE] ||Th

04.05.19--||clouds||--||smiles|| ||Thank-you.. u made me stronger..|| ..::ThOuGhTz::.. itz been abt a week n half... since everythings happened.. last week was da most cloudiest week i've ever been through.. but 4 each day i see da cloudds.. is another day of sunshine.. n these dayz.. da sun has rilly been shining.. while each day goes by.. im growing stronger n stronger.. i've learned so much.. but now... @ least wen i smile.. my heart smiles as well.. i feel i learned 2 b more patient.. more understanding.. so i thank you... going through so much hurt me so much.. i can't believe .. but ... it didn't kill me.. so it made me stronger... newayz.. so saturday was Tri Service ball~ hehe^^ it was OAKY la! i had more fun getting readi n dressed up den rilly @ da dance:p da music wasn't dat great><" but o well^^ haha~ had maybo her BOO n aaron pui ngo:P haha^^ it was fun~ i felt like a princess dat day!! hehe^^ im gona upload da pics online soon~ hopefully dis weekend since itz a LONG WEEKEND hehe^^:P yay!! ... got 2 see many of my frdz dat i hafn't seen 4 a very long time... they were all dressed so pretty but of course i looked da best ;) haha!! jkjk..:P aww!@ everyone is saying my date was soo cute/hot!! haha^^ AARON!! see !!! haha:P dun b so worried! haha^^ Maybobo + rose: thanks 4 doin wut u did^^ hah~ even dou it hurt me.. but it showed me reality^^ thank you Willy: thx 4 being dar jus by da fone wen i needed someone da most... even dou half da time i was jus criing my eyes out... readi 2 do jus a bt nething ... thx 4 showing me dat im rilly not alone Anthony: haha^^ wut can i say? u've been dar 4 me through SO much.. each time i cried abt stupid thingz 2 da times i couldn't even speak.. *hugz* BoBo: thx 4 jus being dar even dou u didn't know wut 2 say ... n jus hugging me n making me feel better neh^^ *kiss* JACKIE JAI!! haha yes u get 1!! thx 4 watching out 4 me!! n making me smile ur da best ah jai!! ~cici~ **We mite not always be able to see the stars.. but it doesn't mean they aren't there.. jus like if i mite not alwayz b able 2 see u.. doesn't mean our love 4 eachother isn't still alive~ ** ~>me [[+True Love Never Has An Ending+]] [[+Gunz4Life+]] [[+Wheather Life Bringz sunshine or storm, we live it bravely...+]] [[+The Best Things about Pictures Are they never change, even if the people in them do...+]] [[+ you may close your eyes to hide from the thingz you don't want 2 see, but you can't close your heart 2 hide the thingz you don't want 2 feel...+]] [[+the furthest distance in the world is not between life + death, nor from one corner of the earth to the other, but is me standing infront of you + you dun even kno that I LOVE YOU+]] [[+I like you the way I like you is like a miracle to me. There is only you in my eyes. I know I can be annoying sometimes but I want you to know if 1 day you should run away, I will be there to chase after you, no matter where you go, even if its hell+]]<~Meteor Garden [[+Immature love is"I Love you because I need you," Mature love is" I need you because I love you"...+]] [[+ Don't look bak on yesturday n think how happi u were.. but look for 2molo n see how u can make it happier..+]] [[+ If loving u is so wrong... than I dun ever want 2 be right+] [[+I Love You.... 8 letters...3 words..1 meaning...+]] -- >azu's:P

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2004年5月10日 下午9點21分00秒04.05.10--||sunni||--||wishes..|| [IMAGE] ||.

04.05.10--||sunni||--||wishes..|| ||...our story...(to be continued..)|| ..::ThOuGhTz::.. each beat my heart pounds against my chest, my tears roll down my cheek.. i feel an empty heart inside me.. knowing da love we had was so strong so tru... but broken by u ... it was 4 my gd.. @ first i didn't understand.. i didn't want 2 accpet it either, but i had 2... my love 4 u will never change, n as u told me.. no matter how many bf's i'll haf.. u will alwayz b inside of me.. n if we are ment 2 b.. we'll end up being 2gether agn.. i rmemeber each word u told me dat nite.. n my last hug.. n kiss.. looking bak 2 wut we went through w/in these 5 monthz.. i'll never 4get each gd.. n bad... da nite u asked me 2 b ur gf.. da nite we first met.. da day we first went out... sms'ed... talked on da fone.. spend each second of da day w/ u... those momentz will never b able 2 leave my heart.. not even if i got in2 a car accidnet n lost my memory.. thank u 4 everything.. ur my dearest bf.. n now my gd frd... no bodi can replace u~... ~ah ci~ ~cici~              ||Ah Ci lub Ah Si 4ever.... I love you..|| **We mite not always be able to see the stars.. but it doesn't mean they aren't there.. jus like if i mite not alwayz b able 2 see u.. doesn't mean our love 4 eachother isn't still alive~ ** ~>me [[+True Love Never Has An Ending+]] [[+Gunz4Life+]] [[+Wheather Life Bringz sunshine or storm, we live it bravely...+]] [[+The Best Things about Pictures Are they never change, even if the people in them do...+]] [[+ you may close your eyes to hide from the thingz you don't want 2 see, but you can't close your heart 2 hide the thingz you don't want 2 feel...+]] [[+the furthest distance in the world is not between life + death, nor from one corner of the earth to the other, but is me standing infront of you + you dun even kno that I LOVE YOU+]] [[+I like you the way I like you is like a miracle to me. There is only you in my eyes. I know I can be annoying sometimes but I want you to know if 1 day you should run away, I will be there to chase after you, no matter where you go, even if its hell+]]<~Meteor Garden [[+Immature love is"I Love you because I need you," Mature love is" I need you because I love you"...+]] [[+ Don't look bak on yesturday n think how happi u were.. but look for 2molo n see how u can make it happier..+]] [[+ If loving u is so wrong... than I dun ever want 2 be right+] [[+I Love You.... 8 letters...3 words..1 meaning...+]] -- >azu's:P

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2004年5月4日 上午12點26分00秒04.05.03--||ClOuDz||--||wishes..|| [IMAGE] ||

04.05.03--||ClOuDz||--||wishes..|| ||struggling...|| ..::ThOuGhTz::.. From the moment i met u, til da moment i look in2 ur eyes.. n u told me u loveed me.. i knew it would last.. i knew we would b 2gethre... i knew our hearts were locked as one... but now.. as b4 i was so sure.. i struggle 2 understand wut 2 do.. im scared dat 1 day.. u will jus tell me.. im scared 2 see u... but i want2 see u.. ngo ho mao tun... da once so sure feeling struggles 2 let me believe ... i wish i could haf words of assureance 4um u.. jus once.. u were alwayz da one dat would pick me up.. now dat i've fallen who do i look 4?... i need u as much as da sky needs da sun... I love you is not bcoz i need u.. but i need u is bcoz i love you.. ~cici~              ||Ah Ci lub Ah Si 4ever.... I love you..|| **We mite not always be able to see the stars.. but it doesn't mean they aren't there.. jus like if i mite not alwayz b able 2 see u.. doesn't mean our love 4 eachother isn't still alive~ ** ~>me [[+True Love Never Has An Ending+]] [[+Gunz4Life+]] [[+Wheather Life Bringz sunshine or storm, we live it bravely...+]] [[+The Best Things about Pictures Are they never change, even if the people in them do...+]] [[+ you may close your eyes to hide from the thingz you don't want 2 see, but you can't close your heart 2 hide the thingz you don't want 2 feel...+]] [[+the furthest distance in the world is not between life + death, nor from one corner of the earth to the other, but is me standing infront of you + you dun even kno that I LOVE YOU+]] [[+I like you the way I like you is like a miracle to me. There is only you in my eyes. I know I can be annoying sometimes but I want you to know if 1 day you should run away, I will be there to chase after you, no matter where you go, even if its hell+]]<~Meteor Garden [[+Immature love is"I Love you because I need you," Mature love is" I need you because I love you"...+]] [[+ Don't look bak on yesturday n think how happi u were.. but look for 2molo n see how u can make it happier..+]] [[+ If loving u is so wrong... than I dun ever want 2 be right+] [[+I Love You.... 8 letters...3 words..1 meaning...+]] -- >azu's:P

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