網誌
2007年5月20日 下午8點13分07秒...
its been a long long while...n so much has changed since then...i cant believe wot life is like now...seems not very long but yet it seems so long...i dun even no wot i am saying...some stuff i wanna say but dunno how to express...just the changes have not been 100% positive...we shud not judge people by outside...mayb outside i am strong n happi...but deep inside who knows but me...but i no i am a crap actress...but i may have moved on from that step now...
within the past few months i have lost n gained...but i am hurt from wot i have lost...but i appreciate wot i have gained...but wot i gained cannot replace wot i lost...sum times i wish i cud do things all over again...start fresh...mayb have a brainwash...forget who i am...my past etc...n start fresh as a blank piece of paper...do wot i want as long as people around me n i are happi...i may be selfish to think this but i just dun understand things sum time...i fought i use to b the luckiest gurl ever...but one lost led on to another...mayb i am being selfish to blame this but i just wish sum things cud be normal...i hate w0t i am going thru rite now...