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2006年8月16日 上午3點37分04秒...
my mood has been unstable...just dunno wot is going on in my little head...too much for me to handle i can say...just wish i can let everything off my shoulder so dat i can feel free...even though i am on holiday...wot is it that is actually capturing my mind??? god knows...beki knows nothing...feel like a blanket sheet of paper...waiting to be written on...giving me instrcutions...telling me wot to do...cos i dun no ne more...feel like my life has no more sense of direction...all i no is i wanna get thru ma last yr of uni n get a damn degree (FULL STOP) n then wot...i dont no...mayb its a surprise for the future...or the fact that i dun no is hinting that i shud be finking about it from now until i graduate...life is long...so many paths n different things we must experience...i have yet a lot of that for me to experience i no...i no we have to meet different situations n go thru them in order to grow up...i dun fink i can do dat yet...i am 20...but my inside tells me i am still thinking n acting like a kid in some ways...who is the one to help me grow up n be the beki that i am meant to be???in films people always say to the one who thinks they are hopeless n wanna die that everyone lives for a purpose...so wot is my purpose then??? or are the answers only found in films...n not in reality???
2006年8月10日 上午1點26分54秒my memory...
等多天 當暑假尚未完 等一天 拖手去到校園
約定你 在班房觀看維園 就快望見
很誇張 這暑假特別長 太心癢 重複清新印象
約定你 在佈滿了自信的球場 與你打仗
天台 公開曬日記 台底 寫滿了驚喜
放假 去讓秘密儲起 在校門鐵閘記低約定炎夏裡嬉戲
原來 暑天不想分開放大假 何時 班房之中拖手過仲夏
缺少你的暑假 還有樂趣嗎 長假亦變可怕
原來 一起溫書等於去渡假 球場 喝啖熱汗也像冰茶
夏天的高空噴上塗鴉 懷念上學嗎???
2006年8月4日 上午12點32分25秒...
hello frenz...really missing uk rite now...this holiday in hk has been too long, yet too short...its funni...hard to explain...part of me wish i cud be bk in uk...missing my frenz bk at home...cant wait to get bk n reunite wiv u guys...hehe...wud be fun...hope everything is going well for all of ya out there...gud or bad...life goes on...so be happi and look on the positive side always...am writing it here to remind myself as well...sum times stuff is easy said than done...gAM bA dER woteva life faces...its a test that will only make us stronger...*i hope* well well...ne wayz...hope my frenz...near or far will keep in contact wiv me sumhow...i wanna no how ur all getting along...things will be so quiet n different when i go back to bristol now...missing my frenz who wont be there this yr...but i shud be happi cos u guys are moving on wiv ur life onto a whole new level...bEST oF lUCK to all of ya...be happi...have a happi face always...in the gud time or bad...*errm...dunno wot me talking bout now...keke*
yeh me out now...LUV YA!!! *CHU CHU* ^_^