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2006年5月28日 下午1點30分48秒Friends...do they exist???
people walk in and out of ur life...but i never thought that the phrase where they say that friends that walk in n out will actually leave footprints in ur heart...its true...n i am hurt to say that i feel i am losing people...so do friends really exist? who can i call a fren? who is my fren? i dun no ne more...
2006年5月23日 下午1點38分01秒lack of motivation
quite a nice day outside...sun is out, sky is blue...but nothing is too perfect...i need to kick myself in the arse n tell myself to move it...been too relaxed since after ma three exams in a row that i fink i lack the motivation to carry on revising...have my next exam in two days...this thursday afternoon...2hrs and 3 questions to answer...but me only done little revision and everyone is ahead of me...i am so behind...yet i only feel a little pressure...feels like exam is over...rite for sum...but not for me...i still have two more...but it doesnt feel like exam period ne more...i wanna relax and enjoy the summer...i am ahead of myself...my heart wants her freedom...yet ma brain needs to work...both wont cooperate...so how can i revise? i fought 7days to revise for this topic would have been long enuff...TRUE...if only i used up all the time to revise...but i didnt...i must improve for ma next exam...i have a week break as well after thursday bringing my last exam a week later which is 1st june...that is the only time when i can start to relax and enjoy whatever there is in the world for me to enjoy...ok...am in gear to move now...lets hope the motivation will last me long enuff... >_<
2006年5月18日 下午8點59分17秒...
three exams in a row...i finally got thru it...i didnt fink i wud make it man...but here i am...after ma 3rd exam i am still standing...just really tired...need loadsa sleep n catch up man...viewed house again...n yippee i can say i have gud news...the house was fab the landlord was fab n the price is not too bad...at least cheaper than now...at least i shud be a happi gurl...hope the rest of the exams go well...n to the rest of u who still have exams coming...xxx
2006年5月13日 下午2點48分13秒CoNfUsEd!!!
Question: wot does it mean when u start having mixed feelings???a feeling of hatred when u see sum1...yet miss dat person when u dun see them...
2006年5月12日 下午4點29分18秒...
this is always the time of the year in which i hate but love the most...just so want this stoopid exam period to pass ASAP...dun even no if all this revision i am doing is actually correct...just hope it wont be a waste of my effort...i have tried harder this year...at least i think so...i am writing loadsa notes and trying to read a lot of books to help me understand...last year i was just reading the stuff n trying to memorise it...BAD IDEA...! but yeh i am trying hard this year...but as days goes by...i dun feel it is getting ne easier...n with this stoopid weather that is happening rite now...really warm n sunny in the morning afternoon...then when it comes to after 5pm THUNDER n LIGHTENIN...is it a bad sign??? well my horoscope told me today that if stuff is looking bad it may actually turn out gud...n i asked the 8 ball last nite...will i pass my exams this year...it gave me a positive answer...stoopid i no but at least it made me happi for the rest of the nite...but am so pissed off...putting in all the time n effort into trying to find a house...n it feels like it has all been chucked rite back at my face...i am finking why shud i bother...was it the rite choice to live with others...its a gud thing but it also has its bad side...i just hope i can get it all done...its just hard trying to fit in time to view properties when u having bloody exams coming ur way...exam...property...exam...property...obviously exam is more important...but then again if i do pass where do i stay next year...so both is important...am also going back to hk soon after exams meaning i wont be around to view houses n sort stuff out...so annoying...everything just seems to come at once...why does it always happen...i fought i wud have learnt from my previous experience...but obviously if i still have this problem then i am not learning to be more organised...revision is crap...course is crap...uni is crap...i am crap...negative...neagative...negative...cant even get my courseworks back due to lecturers being on strike for pay rise...but how unfair is this...we paid the money n expect to receive the support we need...but NOOO...!!! they all only care about their stoopid money...but wot about us students...its a bit unfair isnt it...life is just not fair...nothing is...never has been and never will be...but a lot of people like to use chess to convey the steps in life...if u want to gain summin u may have to give up n lose summin...is it really true???