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2006年4月26日 下午2點03分20秒...
look at me!!! am suppose to be in uwe doing work...doing coursework which i only have 5days to complete...including 2day...but i aint feeling ne pressure...i am too chilled out...seeing other people work hard...i dun seem to have the self eteem to do the same...do i really want a repeat of last year? come back in the summer??? NOOOOOOOOOO!!! i dont...beki push urself...u no u can do it...no matter what...my aim today is to do at least up to 2200 words...so i have 800 left...got books all around me...i must do this...for myself...i must...i must...i must...!!!
look at me!!!i am so useless...so hopeless...cant even help myself...easy to say...but why so hard to do...i thought coming to uni wud motivate me...but no its not...every1 is working so hard...exam is coming up...less than a month now...have less time than last yr to revise...yet me is so chilled...can only think of stoopid stuff...soopid stoopid stuff that make me sor sor...i shudnt think too much...i keep telling myself this...but i cant seem to help myself...my brain just automatically channels itself to think useless stuff...am starting to not even think b4 i do stuff now...like yesterday...supposingly i was companying a fren to have his ear pierced...then ended up myself having it dun too...b4 i wud think so hard b4 doing summin....but yesterday was like yup i'll do it without even thinking...wot am i doing...? not that its a bad thing to have ur ear dun...it does look quite prettie...hehe...but i just wanna have fun...like yesterday...cos such a nice summer evening...just wanted to do summin so went out to play with ma 'gadget'...cheers will...we had a lot of fun flying that helicoptor...haha~ but fun time passes by so quickly...already 2day is back to revision...not even revision...am just doing cw...revision not even dun much...i dun understand my luck...the modules where i have loads to revise for always seems to come together...is that gud or bad?
last word...BEST OF LUCK MY FRENZ...HOPE WE CAN HAVE MORE FUN AFTER EXAMS...I MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS THOSE TIMES LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS LOADS
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2006年4月20日 下午4點10分11秒~UpDaTe~uPdAtE~time~
only a few days left till i go back to bristol...n from then on...no more laziness...no more chinese channel tv...must motivate maself to do HARD CORE HARD CORE revision...but ~REVISION SUCKS~ cant wait till it all comes to an end...will mean the end of the second yr...n fingers crossed that me n rachel will find sum where to stay next yr otherwise we are screwed...i cant be arsed to take all ma stuff back to wales n by the time i find sum where to stay drive it all back again...i got so much crap...i need to find the time to tidy up ma stuff for starters~~~ but nonetheless coursework...that i aint touched since 2-3 weeks ago...now am getting back to it...hope it aint gonna b dat hard...am almost 1/3 thru with it so fingers crossed when i return to bristol i will be in uni mode n do work work n work...
havent really been a gud easter~~~ rather crap n full of mixed emotions...mostly crap...but its enuff to make me crap!!! >_<
i miss u guys...
...and i wanna say i love u all...