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2006年3月30日 下午4點34分53秒...
why does my plan never goes to plan...so funni...so annoying...shud i even think of making a plan next time n just wait for summin to ruin it...just seems to happen to me all the time...i wana do summin...n end up i cant cos just bad luck init...i hope next week goes better...
2006年3月27日 下午12點57分20秒...
life is always filled with problems...so ma fan...have so much on mind...a mixture of everything that is happening to me rite now...family frenz uni money weight...*blah* lol...i dunno...the list seems never ending...am just wishing that summin will actually go my way...
got outta the house n it was raining...gud start...almost got to the top of that stoopid hill to the bus stop n saw the bus go right pass...typical...my right eye con was in the wrong place...so uncomfortable...made me just fink...errr...this day cudnt get worst...but...done ma presentation with clem now...went alrite...but fingers crossed i'd be okie...was a rather big group as well...i knew i was shaking really badly...i had to hold ma notes with two hands otherwise ppl will hear ma sheets rattling...so abd...but it went alrite as i said...am okie with it...i fink i have improved on presenting for sum weird reason..stayed up really late to rehearse it ma self...now i have a headache...wanna skip lecture but at the end of the day will only be ma own loss...so i am gonna make it thru the day...err...but the annoying thing is traffic...dun finish till 530pm...great...thats when all the traffic starts so annoying...i really wanna go home to ma warm bed...
got two cw to do by monday...one of them is practically dun...i hope i dun it rite...the other i am more concerned about cos its worth little but it wud most prob make a difference to ma final mark...so i have to do gud man...i dun even no how to make it gud...have this seminar work in which i shud have dun last thursday for last friday...but spent all ma time doing the presentation work...i shud actually be pleased that i actually had summin to present...
long time no take pics...i really miss those gud times...but i dun fink fings will ever be the same as b4...last week was just a bad week...so much happened at one go...dun even no why it happened...still dun for sum...but i quote 'SH*T happens' & mayb it does happen for a reason...but god knows wot the bloody reason is...am so stressed...exams are coming soon i want to sort stuff out but i no wot i shud put first...
overall~2nd yr uni seems quite crap...although marks are going okie...outside of uni wise...not so gud after all...makes me wonder if i do wanna be in bristol...
2006年3月17日 上午10點07分44秒...
every1 seems to be runnin around...stressing bout cw...whereas i am just like a lost child...dunno where to go...dunno where it starts or where it ends...no beginning n no end...me is just stuck in the middle...surrounded by a lot of unfamiliar strangers...dun even no wot i am talking about...feel reaslly shiz...i work to do...but i dun feel the pressure...even though i am panicking bout my presentation...cos me no gud at that n i am sooooo scared...am goona get a really low mark n lose valuable easy marks...really dunno wot i wanna do...i dunno if this presentation is going ne where...i am not motivated to do it...even though i have had ppl saying to me i WASTE my time watching anime these days...but it feels like that is the only thing i can do...the two cw i have to hand in on 3rd april is not exactly that difficult cos is only reflective diaries which i am half way there ne wayz...the only one i am gonna need to work hard on is the one for may...but i started that n as i said...me dun feel no pressure...so have no motivation to do it...fair enuff i do feel really lazy n crap...
this yr has gone by so quick...already almost easter n summer exam timetable is out already...mine is crap..got 3 big exams in a row...one day after the other...how do they expect u to revise man...mayb i will start feeling the pressure for the exams soon...i am kinda starting to revise...which i guess is the gud thing...hmm...i feel like i have lost my sense of direction...i use to have cw n exam results to look forward to getting back...but i got em all back now n i am coming into uni for the sake of lectures...which they always seem to cancel...came in for 830am lecture but realised it was cancelled only when i got there...so stoopid...the system is so fcuked up man...its almost the end of term n now they fcuk up...err...makes me >_< ne wayz...guess i shud start looking for my motivation n find my sense of direction again...put myself together before exams start...which is only two months away...eek
hope every1 does well...gud luck in these few months n dun get too stress like me...i no i will...just doing a repeat of every summer...i always seem to panic...not that its not normal...but yeh...GUD LUCK guys...
yee-ling...hope work is going well for u...miss u!!!
2006年3月7日 下午9點16分35秒...
got all my coursework n exam results back...so far so gud!!! such a relief lor...the exam i did in jan really sucked cos the topic i revised hard for didnt come up...instead had to rely on ma back up...so glad i had one...but still i wud have done better if the one i wanted came up...so damnit...but i guess at the end of the day...i got a pass n i can consider myself lucky for getting it...i really am so surprised...but i am just hoping they didnt give me the wrong result...*fingers crossed* ne wayz...all the other exams n courseworks were ok ish...not very gud but in the 50s...one exam got 60% only...but that was a timed essay...i prepared for it...i just needed to write it all out within the time limit given...but i didnt...but still...so far...my marks aint that great...so many ppl looking to get 1st or just 2:1...but me not even hoping for summin that high...if i get 2:2 i'd be very lucky lor...i want to finish this degree asap...i really cant wait...got a presentation coming up soon...so not looking forward to it...i hate presentations...n me cant do presentations...so me dunno wot to do lor...but its 15%...may not seem a lot...but it most prob make a difference to my over all mark...*fingers crossed* i wanna go to HK for 2months in the summer...i dun wanna resit...i guess it means a lot of hard work for me...please...beki...time u work ur ass off...u can do it...i must keep myself motivated...!!! this is a promise i will try to aim towards...a promise to myself...!!!
2006年3月6日 下午12點01分38秒pfff...
pain...pain...pain...wot a pain...clicked the wrong button now all my stuff is gone...have to start creating a new style for ma page now since i deleted the previous one...*beep* ho cham ho cham...lost ma midi background...dunno where to find a better one now...ne u guys no where i can find sum gud midi...help me!!! *beep*... ->_<-